Monday, April 9, 2012
I Found My Voice
Only within the last few weeks have I noticed myself singing again. Singing to the radio, carefree just like I did well over a year ago when I was living a different life. After Eli was diagnosed that voice was silenced. I just didn't realize for how long until now. Even now it's not what it was, I hear myself singing on rare occasions, but it's better than the silence I've lived in for so long, it's progress. It was just another thing missing from my life which I hadn't even realized was gone. So small in light of what I know is gone, forever, but a significant find nonetheless.