Sunday, March 11, 2012
Happy Birthday, Eli
It has been one year since I held your perfect little body, heard your unassuming but persistent little cries and stroked your fuzzy brown hair. I swear I can still remember every single detail like it happened yesterday. So many wonderful memories were made that day. Many smiles, hugs, kisses, snuggles and tears. All of the fear, worry, anger and sorrow that I had saved up for four months of our pregnancy poured into that operating and recovery room and was transformed. I cherish every single minute spent with you that day and every moment that led up to it. Without the heartache and pain that led me to you I might not have experienced each moment as it was and I might not remember it like I do. I miss you with my whole heart and soul endlessly.